It's taken me six months to start this diary and I don't know whom I'mwriting it for. January 12th was a bitter cold day in Atlanta when theworld I ha... known for twenty years changed. Back then I weighed about 164pounds and was 5'6". A college freshman I had eaten too much cafeteriaand crap fast foods. I drank a lot of beer and enjoyed the added weightsince it made me appear a bit manlier.That particular day was nearly the end of my Winter break. I woke up tosee the panes on my window iced up. His cock now almost hard and throbbing, I kissed the tip and mouthed down his shaft. It jerked in appreciation, making me smile. I ran my hands along his hips and down across his hairy ass. He moaned softly, encouraging me. I grabbed the base of his throbbing dick and pointed it down towards my mouth. A beautiful drop of clear pre cum had already formed and with my thumb, rubbed it all over his engorged cocks head. I pressed my lips against him and slid them over the lubed helmet. His taste was. ’ ‘You’re going to hurt yourself. Whatever you have to do, Bells, but you’re going to hurt yourself one way or the other.’ The waiter brings the other bottle of wine and while he’s pouring and diverting Anna’s attention, I text Christian under the table and ask him to meet me at the seaport in an hour. He immediately responds with an okay. I feel uneasy. But more than that, I feel drunk. Anna and I sit and eat and finish the other bottle of wine, and I kiss her goodbye and tell her I’ll call. We had a fun visit and it lightened the mood and finally after a while we headed up to Elizabeths room for the night. I was getting really nervous because I knew I had some heart cleansing to do as I had not yet told Elizabeth I was pregnant and I also felt I owed her a big thank you for everything she had done for me and for standing by me as a friend. After we got upstairs and settled we changed into our night clothes and hopped into her pretty king sized bed. If you saw her room you would.