I had managedto keep from peeing my panties when I realized that Iwas really going to be married, but now I reallyneeded to go.Michelle volunteered to...help me out. We went into thebathroom. Michelle unbuttoned my sleeves and back andunzipped me. She helped me loosen the crinoline, andI stepped out of the dress. I lowered my panties andsat down to pee."That?s a beautiful corset" Michelle commented. "Isit tight?" It was pretty hard to breathe at first" I said "butI?ve adjusted to it, and it?s not. .)"I wake up in this bed, just as I am. The room is silent; not even the monitors are making any noise. The TV is on, but there's just static, without any sound."I press the button to call for the nurse, but nobody answers. I know I'm not supposed to, but I get up and walk to the door. There are people in the hallway, but there's still no sound. It doesn't occur to me to try and speak myself, though."I start walking, hoping to find the cafeteria - even in my dreams, it seems I'm always hungry. After building a big fire and laying out a normal one person sleeping bag I'd nearly had to fight Rose to buy, I lay down and told myself I should wake at the slightest noise. I kept telling myself until I drifted off, hoping my subconscious would take care of the details.Did it ever. The saving grace was the scent of the lions, or I think it's what did the trick. Several wolves woke me snooping around outside the fence I'd built, but even though they were curious, and no doubt hungry, none of. No masturbating for a LONG time! Any time I get an urge and the body reacts as a guy, it physically hurts. Does that mean that I no longer have sexual urges? Of course not! What I am conditioning myself to do is get the male to female equivalent of a genetic girl getting wet. Sarina Valentina is a great example. Watch her videos and you will see that her “cock” doesn’t get hard, you never see her cum in a video, and her thing is more like a large clit than anything else. My sexual urges will be.