"Alright, see ya round!" I answered. Soon I heard the truck start up again. Well what was the fucking point of even coming out if he was just gonna le...ve again?!?I shouldered my rifle and breathed out, eye focusing on the first pop can. Squeezing the trigger, I saw it fly off into the air. Satisfied, I loaded another round. I started to aim, when I felt a wave of bad mojo come over me. I put down the gun and buried my head in my hands. What the hell was wrong with me? I'd just finished high. Now she did live with her parents and her little brother but they were never home and her room was on the other side of the house and it was a big fucking house. But when we got there her whole family was there eating dinner and invited me to join them. She whispers in my ear “Don’t worry I’m make it up to you.” So I stay have dinner with them and they start asking me all these questions on how we met and when we started dating. Truth to the matter is we were dating just fucking and I couldn’t. My family was impressed with my roomie, as they were big Notre Dame football fans. Little did they know I sucked his cock almost every day and sometimes more than once.My cock sucking was quite secret, but some of the Priests in the school administration found out and I became very popular with some of the staff. I was sucking and being sucked by several Priests. A Father McNamara introduced me to anal sex. He was the first guy to fuck me. Up to that point, my homosexuality had been limited to. I thought I had actually, but you must not have been listening.”“It’s not your fault. Even if you had told me, I may still have done what I did. It wasn’t all about you and me. Some of it was about protecting her from being hurt.”“Will you see her again?”“Probably not, I may have scared her away.”“If she cares, she will be anxious for you to find her again.”“She mentioned that she goes to a country dance quite regularly on a Friday night.”“Maybe you should be there next weekend then.”“I’m not.