That kind of freaked me out; I wonder if she's alesbian. The problem is, the more I pump, the more milk I seem to beproducing. When I slow down pump...ng, it gets too sore. So I'm feelinglike Elsie the cow at a milking machine. I have to pump every threeand a half to four hours. Everything the doctors have suggested forstopping lactation doesn't work. This side effect is one that I don'texactly like.** Entry 39 **Sandy suggested that I get a nursing bra, and it makes pumping easier. The. It was magnificent! I took it in my hand. It seemed to overwhelm my hands. I rubbed my finger on its head, and Charles moaned. I had heard a school about my friend's oral experiences so many times that I decided to have one for myself. I leaned down and kissed the head of that beautiful thing. I opened my mouth and let the head of it slide into my mouth.was surprised when Charles exclaimed, "You white fucking cunt!"I really didn't know if that was a compliment or an insult, but I responded. And, of course, he had abandoned her almost immediately after she had woken, to stalk a man who had offered them no threat. With all that was happening, should he have stayed to look after her?No, he decided. It was a calculated risk, but he could not afford the luxury of assuming strangers were not a threat. All Logan could do was tackle one problem at a time and have faith in the strength of his females to take care of themselves. Both Karen and Beauty were strong in their own right. He had. Usually, when such accidents occur I turn away, bend over or cover myself. Normally, I would never say anything. Now, though, for some inexplicable reason I didn't feel embarrassed, I didn't turn away or cover myself, I didn't remain silent and I didn't even do my silent, fuck, fuck, fuck or bollocks verbal routine. In fact, I welcomed his gaze, I enjoyed feeling it on the bare skin of my chest and on my breasts, I revelled in his focus on where my nipples were pounding. I said, very huskily."I.