“I just wanted to feel sexy and look sexy for Sam. I did meet Sam at the bar. Sam gave me a kiss and said I looked so sexy. It felt so good having h...aring this from another man. We had a couple of drinks. We flirted talking about sex. We touched each other. Sam was very patient with me. We moved to one of the private little booths they had in the bar. They had d****s around it and was dark. Once we closed the d****s behind us I was tongue kissing Sam. Sam was running his hand over my breast. I. I wouldlook forward to our next encounter, as long as I remained on my knees.At about midnight, Kristen ordered me to drive Faye and Nicole home and thenreturn back to her. The journey in the car was very awkward with both girlsgiving me knowing glances in the rear view mirror and giggling amongstthemselves. When we came to Nicole?s house, I got out of the car and opened therear door for her. She arose from the car, looked at me and then gave me a paton the head with her hand as if I was her. "She put her hand on my shoulder. Her very touch sent a shockwave of emotional pain through my heart. Did she know the kind of power she had over me?"Please stay," was all she said. I obeyed. "Now, what can I get you?" I ... I don't know," I said. I just wanted this to end. "Just get me anything. You decide." Coming right up!" she said with a smile and a wink.I honestly don't remember what Jenny ordered for me. I barely remember eating it. I just shoved food in mouth and felt it slowly slake my. I can't seem to draw a full breath. I'm experiencing humiliation beyond belief and nothing has really happened yet! In that moment I discovered I'm just as spineless as Jimmie.In that moment I accepted the fact that he has won the battle without a fight. With tears in my eyes I whispered, "I'll do what you want."Just like that I surrendered. The unthinkable is my new reality. It was just that easy for him to assert his power over me.He interrupted my despair to say, "Well?"I looked at him in.