Varna sat at the Navigation console moving randomly through the database. She was alone, attempting to forget the pull the casket in the hold had on h...r. When she was occupied or asleep she forgot about it, but when she had time on her hands, time to think the emotion bubbled to the surface.She hated it because it was how Sisanna controlled her, controlled everything. She wished she could just say fuck it and blow the fucking thing up, but she couldn't. Could not do it, she could not even open. You invite me inside and asked me to feel at home, while you take a quick shower. I nod and sat down on the sofa thinking about you showering inside.Mean while I make switch off my cell ready to pay all of the attention to you. You come back with the fresh aroma of your shampooed hair and freshly cleansed skin.I lose myself in admiring you till you snap your fingers and say to me ” can I have those chocolates”. I snap back and hand over the chocolate flavored condoms to you and smirk at you.. Finally I asked ‘Is Mr. James around?’ It seemed like a long time before she asked, ‘How is she?’ ‘She’s not eating. All she can do is sleep. She hasn’t been to school all week. She misses you both.’ Karen studied me then ‘How are you doing?’ ‘Holding up, I’m worried about Lori.’ ‘It was just so sudden, Mike.’ she told me. ‘We left our little girl here and when we came back…’ Nodding in understanding. ‘She worked so hard for me to see her.’ Karen barked a laugh. ‘For months!’ I really had. He was in his forties I guess. Nice looking. A businessman I think...at least that's what he said as we parked at a rest area near my home so I could go to the bathroom. Actuallythere were two port-a-pottys beside a fence that surrounded the small area of tables and benches. I went into the nearest one and began pissing. Then I heard a voice say, "Hey! Let me in. I've gotta go too!" I knew it was him so I unlatched the door and he came in and closed it again. It was crowded in there and he.