I nodded. "Fine !", she said. "Let's make a deal: for one year, I'll let you buzz me as short as you wish, as long as you let me fuck your ass. We wil... re-negociate after a year". I agreed and we both smiled. We didn't talk about our deal for few days and then one day Linda showed me a package and told me:"Ed, I have something for you". She opened the box and showed me the strapon she bought. It was a 7" long black dildo accompanied by a leather made harness. I saw it and I almost freaked out.. A bit like being back at school and being asked by one of the teachers to call them by their first name. I am almost more used to being called "Fifty" or "slave" than I am to being Jenny. Funny — how strange that sounds..."In your application you said that you wanted to 'find out if this type of sexual trip is as exciting in reality as it is in my head'. Is that working out for you?"I nod. "Yes, Jo," I say. "More than I expected. Some of it is hard. Well, a lot of it, really. Even my fantasies. "You do recall the influence that I have with my parents, don't you?" "Yes, I heard your mother say how they would abide by your selection of a house." "If you want me to even select a house, you better convince me that you are the agent they need. If I'm not convinced I will suggest they try someone else." Holly seemed taken aback by my statement. I could tell by the look on her face that I had won. Miss Holly was going to get the big black snake. We walked back down the stairs. Holly took my. Without something in your mouth, you will feel sad and anxious. Whenever you see a man, you will wish that he was filling your mouth with a hot penis. Having a penis in your mouth is the right thing for you to do. Sucking on a penis will make you feel very safe and happy. Wearing a diaper and sucking on a penis will fill you with extreme happiness. Only when you make the penis empty its sperm into your mouth will you be able to have sexual release of your own, tiny, useless penis."You are.