. so I retold seeing Tanya getting off on the washing machine and coming while she cried out my name and then recapped, as best I could, what transpir...d in the backseat... even though it was such a surreal experience that I wasn't sure I remembered the play by play perfectly... just how perfect my sister had felt riding me. "Wow," she said, her face slightly flushed at my story, seeming to be as much in shock and awe as I myself still was. "I'm sorry," I repeated, still feeling shock and awe. Marie quickly cut my hair, blunting it at the bottom around the back, and saying "this is going to be very full when it's permed. Missy is going to be a very pretty girl."Then the perming process began. While Amelia helped, smiling all the time, Marie put the curlers in my hair. She used very skinny ones so that there would be "lots of curl." As she rolled each long rod in vertically, she wound my hair extremely tight and pulled my hair painfully. As she capped each roller, she would say,. I just shook my head in agreement. I turned back to my chair but she shouted at me –“ Don’t be useless! Come here and help me to finish this photoshoot. This is for what you are here. You are not a kid.”I thought for a moment and said to myself- “Yes finish this soon so I can’t go out of there.” Now I came back to my own level and started working with confidence. Sometimes a single word can change everything. I went to Sapna and asked her, “What we are gonna shoot in this round?”“We will shoot. I got a glass of water and went up to my room, I painted my nails a baby pink and relaxed. I heard the boys leave at about 8:50, slamming the door behind them.Deciding I didn't want to be extremely tired the next morning, I got an early night's sleep. Changing from my shorts and top, I got into my pyjamas, and went to sleep. I was asleep for a few hours, but awoke to the front door slamming shut. I could hear them laughing and talking as they walked out to the pool, obviously deciding to go for.