There was no denying that I was now interested in girls. Only a week or two after that night, witnessing Margie and my mom, my desire for women was i... full flame. The funny thing is that I was deathly afraid of what my mom would think. Although she herself was a lesbian, her parents didn't know and it was something that she didn't tell anyone. It was a total secret. She talked to me and Sara about finding boys, marrying, having k**s, stuff like that, but never gave us any clue that she was. Without it I don?t get home. If youtry to travel home without me, you have nowhere to go when you getto the Airport. None of your previous friends will know you. Ifyou decide to stay here the room reservation expires at 1 PM and youare out on the street. $250 won?t go far, and you will have nocontacts to ask for help. However, if you give me the $250, I buymy ticket and we travel together and in Blakefield, we will take ataxi to my apartment, where we can sleep and make plans. So. "My husband will be home this evening. My children get home from school about four o'clock." Now why had she said that, she wondered."It must get lonely spending all day by yourself." Uh, yes, sometimes." You must have a lot of friends who drop by." ... No. I don't have many friends — none actually." A beautiful woman like you without friends? I can't imagine. Well, your husband probably showers attention on you when he gets home." No. That is... I mean..." It's okay Elena," he said stopping. We had brought along a picnic lunch and planned to spend a quiet day just relaxing after a hard year at school.Around noon we decided to stop at a rest area and have our picnic. We were eating and talking when we saw a car drive up and park a short distance away. This surprised us a little since this rest area was usually a very secluded spot. A man got out of the car with a huge black Doberman on a leash. Taking the dog to a nearby tree, the man tied the dog to it, then walked back toward his.