I felt her hard nipples. My heart was beating really fast By then, my cock was so hard that it hurt. I had no choice but to take it out of my pants.I ...ook my eight-inch cock in hand and began to masturbate in earnest. By then, it was doing my thinking for me. I almost jumped out of my skin when Gran stirred in her sleep.“What if she wakes up and catches me jacking off?” I thought. “I almost wish that she would.” I pumped my cock harder, and as I slipped over the edge, I. Stands straight back up. Starts to turn around at me. Its like slow motion now. Almost like life flashing before my eyes. Oh gosh what have I done, I went from dancing with a girl who is always and will be out of my league to if a bouncer comes over here I’m going home with a black eye. My mind flips through thousands of images quickly. I snap out of it and look to see Bailey standing around, now looking at me. I start to speak my apology; but before I can bailey’s one hand is on my hip. In the living room, one of mom’s friends’ phone buzzes“Hey I have an email from a girl offering a good time, and she sent a picture.”“Oh wow she’s hot.” Mom says looking at a picture of me in a mask, “It is a shame she is covering her face.”“Email her and ask her if she wants to have sex.”The ladies laugh and joke around some more, before they leave. Alexis and I are in our room when mom sends our new email a message.“I want to know if you can get me off and we can have a good time.”I reply,. " She lied. Gary rested his head next to his wife's and looked out at the hilltops in front of them. "That's not it. This has been going on for a long time now." Not right now Gary," she answered, seemingly lost for words."I know, you're tired, you should be, but I'm not going to let you go to bed just yet. This is not a bed where you can hide from your problems."Gary stepped forward and tilted his head down and locked eyes with his wife. Even in sadness and grief she was the most beautiful.