The fact is, I am spending so much time as Emma,that my daily mannerism and speech are becoming more and more feminine.Even when I am in Evan mode, I ...atch myself using my well-practicedhigher octave feminine voice and my hand and arm movements are equallyfeminine.My European co-workers must believe I am gay. I believe I amtransgendered. My dressing went past crossdressing a long time ago.Following taking some deep breathes, which is hindered by my waistcincher, I ask my wife if I should bother. Do you think you can handle it?" I don't know," I said, shaking my head. "It never entered my mind that you might offer this to me. I'd like some time to think about it. You said Dave thought I could do it?"He nodded. "Yeah, you impressed him. He's my number two guy in this operation. He's not just some bean counter, he's senior management material. At some point, he's going to be the head guy at Flex-Tek. You probably can tell he knows the business inside and out. I trust him and he hasn't let. Her age, I could not make an educated guess. She was beautiful, at any age. She was a sight to behold. I lost my breath as she looked in my direction. I’m not sure, but I believe we made eye contact. I felt my face blush as I looked at my feet. I didn’t want this lovely woman see that I still turned red like a school child. I looked up, sure that my true face color had returned. She was still looking in my direction. My breath, again, left me. She was, indeed, looking at me. I didn’t know what. The delectation of your companionship these many months has surfeited my current state of disquietude.It is my fondest wish that your current travels provide all the rewards you desire for such a significant enterprise.I anxiously, yet patiently, await your return, when I can again bask in the warmth of your presence as a rose resumes its growth when revived from the chill of the night by the morning sun, and be nourished by the sound of your sweet voice.Until then, I am ever,Your humble.