" No you didn't mum, you didn't lose control, you responded to your emotions, your feelings and so did I." Can I have a cigarette please?"I lit one fo... her, using one hand, she was clinging to me and I didn't want it to end."There you go, a kiss by way of a cigarette." The real thing's a lot nicer." The real thing's beautiful, just like the lady who showed me the real thing." Oh Tommy, I've not shown you the real thing," she looked up into my eyes. "Yet." Mum, if we'd have carried on we'd have. I still had no answer. He asked once more. I told him I supposed I needed to look up the clinic’s info and call. He seemed relieved. I think he went home after that. He rarely stayed the night as it raised too many questions with the folks. I cried. I thought about taking another test since this one might be wrong. I realized that was stupid. I’d already looked up as much as I could online about the early symptoms of pregnancy and I had them all. Every. Single. One. The test wasn’t wrong- I. .mein sarma gaya aur badan dakhne ke liye bhi kuch haath mein nit ha..Maine kaha mausi aap..mausi ne kaha ki ghar pe koi ni hai..pata nahi kaha gaye sab..mujhe bhi pata nit ha ki ghar pe niche koi nahi tha..maine pucha kaha gaye..tabhi mausi ko yaad aya ki wo log azadpur gaye huye hai kisi ke ghar…mujhe ajeeb bhi lag raha tha aur mausi ko dekh ke niyat aur bhi kharab ho rahi thi…us di maine mausi ko gaur se dekha..wo sundar lag rahi thi upar se niche tak bheegi hui…mausi ne kaha ki agar mujhe. ‘Not my sex slave, a mistress, I want you to go to different functions with me as well.’ She scoffed. ‘Are you serious?’ I nodded. ‘I told you, you would have to lose your pride to pay me back.’ ‘Yeah, I thought working here was bad enough.’ ‘This is my offer. I know that you won’t be able to pay me back in time working here.’ I sternly told her. ‘Why would you want me? You could have any girl you want. Can’t I just do some office work or something like that?’ I thought for a moment. She was.