As a rule, we tried to breed other crew members’ daughters, but many of the crew felt as I did and their nubile daughters drove them crazy, most of ...he time on purpose.As more children turned fourteen, our population grew faster and the genetic diversity was increased to the extent the limits of the original number of women and crew members allowed.We decided that we would not have combat units composed of men and women. We put Lysis in charge of women’s units. We knew she had more reason than. I understand. Don’t be afraid of me. – She said. – If you will help me maintaining my little secret with my mom, I’ll make you happy in a way you are going to enjoy very much. –- O-Ok. – I said.- Now. Let’s start with the little big problem you have down here. – She said moving toward me. – Do you have this kind of problem frequently? –- Yes, all the times. –- Do you masturbate regularly? –- Yes, very regularly. –- Let me see if I can help you some how with your constant erection problem. –She. So that made me think about my hero dad even more, and made me wonder how dad was with mom and whether they had had a good sex life. I had to hope that there was something better out there than I'd had to date.I know that dad hadn't dated much since mom died and that he seemed lonely in a private sort of way. And while sitting there on Christmas Eve, looking into the fire, it occurred to me that my father had probably been celibate for more than 5 years by then. I couldn't imagine being. " She held me close rocking me slowly as I clung to her. "I love you sis."As I looked into her green eyes I whispered softly, "Danny, I don't want to be scared anymore." She looked deep into my eyes. "I know he won't hurt me here. But I still get scared. But I also feel so many other things, things I am scared of even more. Even though I hated what he did, my body liked it sometimes. Danny, what I am trying to say is I am afraid of sex, but I need it so much it hurts. I don't know what to do.".