Other effects likeloss of libido happen really quickly and are totally reversible. Hormonereplacement therapy is slow and subtle."I sat very still for...a while and looked at the fringe of my dress andcrossed my legs."Is getting it hard?" Not really," she said. "You want to find a clinic that offers somethingcalled 'informed consent.' All you need to do is sign a form and they'llstart giving you estrogen and spironolactone. You just have to ask." I'm scared," I said."It's okay to feel that way,". I heard movement inside before there was around 20 seconds of silence, suddenly the door opened. It was Anne, stood in the doorway wearing a matching black bra and thong with a white lace gown over the top. She had redone her hair and applied some lipstick.... she looked stunning!! "come in, come in" she insisted.... she had some spanish flamenco music playing lightly in the background. I'm quick to notice things and it was clear she was a health freak and clean freak yet also a passionate. She was wearing only a tee shirt, she had her hands between her spread legs and she was gently fondling her cunt. Her arousal was obvious and got my immediate full attention."I'm just following orders," she smiled, "Wet and ready, wasn't it. I'm definitely ready and you can see for yourself how wet I am."I dropped the books where I stood and wrenched my tee shirt off while heading to her. I fell to my knees at the end of the bed and dragged her body till her bum was at the edge and then I. " Yeah, right!" I said. "And when I do my next photo shoot, it'll be forKing Kong!" I'm only thinking of your happiness, Anna!" Then leave me alone!" I cried angrily, and Jaa'Dhur replied:"I will, then. But. Anna, I warn you you'll only be getting into moretrouble if you're allowed to continue on this path!" Well, BLEAHH to you!" I replied - and then she was gone.As I climbed into my bed, I thought of what Jaa-Dhur had said: maybe Iwould have trouble on this path, but it was my choice to.