?This is your last opportunity to back out of what we discussed. You need only say the word, and we can go back upstairs and enjoy a few weeks here as...lovers before you return to school at the start of term, or you can continue down the rabbit hole and see just how deep it goes?? His words were comforting, but she had come this far, and had enough Vanilla lovers to last her for the foreseeable future. And none of them had given her the bolt of excitement she had felt in the club that. Setting his fork down, he said, “Okay, darling, tell me.”“Glen, I’m not sure how to do this.” I took a small sip of water, trying to compose myself as he stared at me. “Truthfully, I should probably have mentioned this several months ago, perhaps right back when we started serious dating. But things moved so fast, it just never seemed like the right time. Sorry, I believe that’s been a big mistake on my part.“I took another deep breath. God, this is difficult. I ran a finger around the rim of. I exhale a bit and try to collect my thoughts. She's growing up so fast. It is only fair to let her know as much as I can. I wonder if this has something to do with the breakup with Mark. I try to force the image of her in the bathtub naked and touching herself out of my mind and answer her question like a father should."Mmm, how do boys feel? Well, it's like a pressure and a nervous excitement all at the same time. Your body feels all tense and ... electric. You are more sensitive to touch and. The first place I walked towards was the showers cause nobody want to have fun with a smelly guy at least i wouldnt, once I Opened the door i could feel the eyes of all the guys looking directly at me as if saying fresh meat.the shower was in the same place where the sauna, hot tub, and steamroom is, and on top of that its an open shower with like 8 shower heads and no curtains i was like whatever i have to get all cleaned up anyways.As im proceeding to put on my shampoo on my body i was.