Grief had caused high blood pressure. Both can be hard on a man’s ego. For obvious reasons, Todd had become very self-conscious whenever he was unab...e to maintain an erection. The commercials for those drugs made it worse. Drug pushers do not know the desires of mature women. Propaganda mixed with ignorance can spell disaster for mature men. ‘Yes, even for those who have knowledgeable, sexy, patient and loving wives,’ argued Jeanette to a non-existent debate partner. She thought about how she. ” Then switching back to her sweet and friendly mode as though she was a totally different person she continued, “For now though, let’s enjoy good food, great wine the best of Luigi’s hospitality.”My pussy was moistening and my clit tingling as my nipples hardened, I was turned on by the steel in her voice and the quiet strength of this beautiful and sexy woman. There was something about her that excited a part of me that very few had ever been able to reach. We ate a very light but extremely. ” “You’re very kind to me with your words my dear. Perhaps you are right about me not having self-confidence. Maybe if I found a girl that felt strong enough about then maybe I could get past that problem. However that would cause a whole new set of problems.” “How so?” “Well, the only way I would feel that strongly about someone would be if I knew them. I would have to be very close to them. If I were that close then I would fear that telling them how I felt would cause me to lose them. Sure they had had sex, but he knew he had to suppress these feelings. He was a police officer. An outstanding police officer, and one of the leaders of his department. He had worked so hard to build his career, his reputation. But it was never about his career or reputation. It had always been about helping others. Helping these girls. Why suddenly was he falling for one? He had been alone most of his adult life. He had never really fallen in love, never kept a long, steady relationship. Why.