She brought me off quite happily while we sat there, and all in all it was a great evening of movies and sex. As we lay in bed later that night I sugg...sted to her that I might find it hot to see her with a stud like them. She was thoughtful about it. I could tell that it intrigued her. The idea of filling her tight hole with another mans big fat cock seemed tempting, what were the odds? I knew I was playing with fire here, and I would be lying if I said I wasn't apprehensive, but as we talked. “And all to try to forget about what Aunt June said ... and to try to forget about you.”“But no matter how many hours I spent in the gym, how many hours I spent running, and how many hours in the weight room, no matter how completely exhausted I was, every time I closed my eyes at night, all I could see was you ... all I could see was Jake.“And I finally had to admit Aunt June was right. God help me, Aunt June was right. I was in love with Big Jake Lewis.”“I even thought about killing myself,. I could imagine men staring at them and maybe masturbating. That was kind of a good feeling.The money was pretty good, too, and the pictures from the first few minutes of the shoot, lingerie shots, appeared in that Sunday's paper. It was no doubt it was me, and the only parts of me that were bare (I was modeling peignoirs and nightgowns) were at my throat, my ankles, and my wrists. If anyone thought those were too revealing, then I was surprised. I'd shown more skin in my regular clothes.I. You said your first sexual experience wasn't very good and that you didn't take care of the girl you were with. What do you wish you did differently?" It's a little embarrassing to talk about, but it's a fair question. I should have taken care of her better. Teenage boys sometimes cum too quickly, and I certainly did that day. I wished I made sure she came that night." And that's my point, Steve. You did nothing wrong. You were both just brand new at it. Wouldn't it make more sense if one.