I would have been curled up in a ball on the floor, if I could have taken even one stroke! To this day, Pete and I don't know how you were able to do ...t."Cindy stroked Jan's hair and whispered, "Darling Jan, it may have been the making of me. I also remember you caring for me in bed for the next weeks. Every time you removed the covers I thought you would become violently ill from having to look at the pus and ooze on the horror-show that was my body. Instead you just put on more ointment and. Which was probably true. Okay, it was definitely true and I had definitely been hurt and abused in some probably terrible ways, but I had some funny stories from it. There’s a bright side to everything in life really. Even fear, as awful of an emotion as it could be, had its fun parts.I was a slave to fear, if I’m being honest with myself. I was terrified of everything from butterflies to the dark to the cartoon version of Ichabod Crain. And somewhere along the way while living with all of that. During the first few weeks of the second year we have been seeing Kat at the school, my wife decided to invite her over to our house for the first time. I had worked the night before and gotten home while my ife was at the school, so i had no idea that she would be bringing Kat over, and she had no idea i would be sleeping in only a pair of boxers. When my wife and Kat came in the door my wife offered the tour of the house, quickly showing the main floor before moving upstairs. When they got. It was not one of those small cabins but rather it was practically a second house. It had two bedrooms on the top floor and a kitchen area on the bottom floor. Right by the entrance was a well sized living room area with two couches and a rug in between them.Every time I would pass a mirror or a window I would look intently at my reflection and make sure that I struck the balance of looking attractive for Wyatt but also not overly sexual for his kids.As I was organizing my stuff I heard the.