Of course I picked the weekend Meg and I would be home alone, our girls were with their grandparents. Friday, after work I picked up the VCR and tape... from Tom. While Meg prepared our dinner, I was busy setting up the VCR. We both got turned on watching the first movie and had great sex afterwards. Since we were home alone, we watched the second movie Saturday afternoon. The movie was about a gang breaking into a house, mother and daughters captured, and raped. The first scene was intense and. I had practiced, keeping my skills up. I hoped I would not have to use it. I watched and waited.Four people were walking down the road. One had a rifle and another had a pistol. The other two were pulling wagons and seemed to be unarmed. They were headed toward the grocery store I planned to raid. As they became closer, I realized that I was looking at two different couples. The younger couple was armed and the older couple was pulling the wagons.I continued to watch and collect my impressions. Statues generally don’t hit people.I knew the urge to hit my sister was wrong. I knew it was irrational. It was bad that I hit my sister once. It would be even worse to hit her again.I hit my sister. I hurt my parents. Sometimes I’m not a very nice person.Tara let go of me and went over to sit on the toilet. I turned away. I stood beside the bath, watching as it filled. I was aware out of the corner of my eye that she was finding everything awkward because of her bandaged hand. I didn’t offer. " How about you and Sierra?" I asked. "She didn't come home last night."Darcy winked back at me. "We went to a park and had a romantic picnic.Don't worry, she had a nice bed to sleep in last night." Oh," I said, raising my eyebrows. "Now who's being secretive?"Later on I saw Ben come in for his shift. I noticed a hickey on hisneck. "Is that a hickey, Ben?" Shh." he said, turning red with embarrassment."It's OK," I said. "I'm just glad you're safe." Sorry, for not letting you know I wasn't.