She desperately wanted to confess her love for him, but she to afraid that it might destroy the fragile friendship they had. She couldnt risk that, it...was all she had. She had loved Dean for awhile now. She had never denied these feelings, at first not even knowing them as love, but it soon became clear that love was the only thing it could be. Her heart always gave great leaps in her chest whenever he smiled at her. Her stomach felt as if a thousand butterflies were fluttering about whenever. Her own pajamas had a wet spot infront as she started to drink. She was close tocomplete when she heard Jean moan and witness her bodyshaking.“Bad mommy. Get that spatula and bring it here bitch,”Dora yelled.Jean turned around and walked back retrieving thespatula.“Assume the position bitch.” Dora commanded getting upfrom the table.Lucy watched as her mother spread her legs wide and puther hands up behind her head. She watched Dora bringthe spatula up with a quick motion. What was it that hadcompelled me to go along with this? The fervent desire to help or pleasethe naked cute girl in front of me? That it's too late to turn back nowthat she seemed convinced I was okay to continue? Or perhaps there wassome twisted curiosity egging me on. Whether for fear of betrayingMary's expectations or out of inquisitiveness for the unknown, I focusedon the suit already half way up my legs.It was cool inside, and there was just enough of a clamminess to theinterior that it. In fact, Daddy Ed is only really happy when he’s out in the desert.”He felt a little sorry for Betsy. All of this talk about moms and dads convinced him that she had come from a very dysfunctional background. Her mother and father must have remarried and divorced a couple of times for her to have so many moms and dads.“Most people don’t think of computer people liking the outdoors, but a lot of us do,” Carl said.One of his dreams was to have a nice home in a natural setting where he could work.