My watchread 12:45AM. Unsure of what else to do I turned down York and headed towards the Cosmo. * * * * * The street in front of the club was fille... with people and taxis. The air was filled with the smell of sausage and alcohol. I pulled up next to a row of bikes and headed for the door. I checked my jacket and helmet and walked up to the bar, I really needed a drink. As I waited to be served I leaned against the bar and took in the scene. The place was jumpin’, the air filled with the. Al llegar a nuestras habitaciones nos fuimos a dormir, dos chicas porhabitaci?n, a mi me asignaron con July, una chica de unos 25 a?oshermosa, en nuestras camas nos estaban esperando unos bonitos Baby-Dollasi que nos desmaquillamos y a tratar de dormir, yo no pude pegar misojos en toda la noche, estaba muy excitado pero finalmente dorm? algoantes del amanecer.As? pasamos los siguientes dos d?as, era muy agradable vestir de mujer,depilarte, maquillarte caminar en tacones, posar para la. Thodi der baad unhe bhi maza aane laga maine jab chodteHue apni mami k chahre ki taraf dekha to vah aakhe band kar ke muskuraRahi thi unhe kafi aanand aa raha tha.phir maine aapni mami ko ghodiBanne ko kaha vo dono ghutno aur haatho k bal apni gaand meri tarafKarke let gayee. Maine apne haatho se unki gaand ko pakad kar pahla diya mujhe unkiGaand ka ched najar aa raha tha . Mera lauda usme ghusne ko bilkulTayyar tha maine apna lauda jaise unki gand me tikaya to meri mami neMana kar diya kahne. Shannon said no and that she had no interest in dating. When I asked her why she told me ‘I buried the only man I’ll ever love’.” Trisha was silent after she said that.“It is a very good thing that you keep in touch with her. You are helping each other through the grieving process just by listening to each other. But ... and this might pain you to hear me say it, you are not responsible for Shannon’s life or lack thereof. Everything she does in her own life, she is responsible for. Not you.”.