When I came out of the anesthesia, Martin was in the comfortable chair by my bed."What are you doing here?" I asked happy to see him."Just passing by,... he said smiling.Someone, I'm not sure who, arranged a small apartment for us near the hospital. We stayed there for three weeks. "Come on Max let's do a walk down memory lane tour," Martin suggested.'I don't have any memories of Europe," I admitted."Ah but I do, come on it will be fun." he insisted."Oh hell alright," I replied.We rented a German. Through the ventilation duct that runs from the basement to the first floor, I could hear them talking in the living room. Beth was telling Derrick that it just wasn't going to work for a black boy to date our daughter. When Derrick asked why, Beth explained that it was just too taboo for our family to accept having a black boy with a white girl. Derrick explained that he had dated lots of white girls and women. My wife was shocked and asked what he meant by women. Derrick told her about his. ” He said in a soothing voice. I instantly felt very relaxed and calm. In my mind I knew what he was doing but I no longer cared. What was the point. I took a deep breath and let it out letting the rest of the tension flow out of me. I was warm, I was content, I was being manipulated against my greater will. He searched my face then smile when he recognized the submission and surrender. I felt his tip enter me slowly then he pushed in. I arched my back and tried to make it less painful. He. "Hello," I call but there's no answer, "hello, I could really use some help; I'm lost and all alone out here." Suddenly there is a roar and a bear steps out of the woods and he takes a couple of steps towards me. I'm not sure but in my head he's a grizzely bear and he's going to kill me and eat me, and all because I've got to be trendy. He let's out a roar and takes a swat at me and barely misses ripping my head off but rips my flannel shirt. And that's when I notice it, his penis is HARD; and.