The following day Robin appeared at her usual time clad in another of her short tight skirts and boots outfits. She grabbed a Coke and a smoke but did...'t take a seat. She stood close to me allowing an unobstructed view of her beautiful legs as we talked. The conversation was strained as I was unsure of what to say, thankfully Robin broke the ice. "So, did you enjoy watching us yesterday?" she asked. "Very much." "Were you jacking off as you watched?" My cheeks colored as I admitted I was. "I. Sarah and me, Peter. Sarah and I had never liked how he treated Carol but she had never complained. She just showed her true capacity for love with Sarah and me. And with the friends we brought over for special privileges. She had always allowed me to fulfill my fantasies by never reprimanding me for peeping in on her showers. In fact she enjoyed the attention she didn't get from her husband. Then when I lost my virginity to her one night when I was seventeen we finally realized what kind of. She would often play with the girl next door who was also her age and I would always take that time to grab a handful to tissues and a squirt of hand lotion and get myself off drooling over the big melons I saw in my skin mags.It always gave me lots of time as I particularly liked to go slow, it just seemed like when I did that, I had the best orgasms. And that's what I wanted.Then, one afternoon after school, she told me she was going to see her friend and, as usual, I got my favorite Playboy. I'm sure many people thought me very strange, and as strange as it sounds, I've always felt somehow she was listening and understood. However; the entire previous week I was attending meetings out of town and for the first time since her death, I wasn't able to make my normal Saturday meeting. Instead, I was to visit her the next day.My corporate plane arrived very late Saturday night and today, Sunday, was going to have to be my day to visit. I asked my driver Walter to stop at the flower shop.