I ended up giving in and told her I would. she asked if I wanted to keep it simple.... I reply do I look like a simple person. She laughed and we proc...eded to the champagne room. When we got back there she asked if I wanted a handjob. I replied hell yeah and she said it would cost in additional 40 dollars. I told her let's do it. She whipped out my cock and wraps her black and around it. I instantly got hard and was playing with her titties and told her how much I would love to feel my cock. Oh God… Please give me your cum… Give your filthy whore your hot load deep inside me! Father always loved mum begging him to orgasm inside her. I am not sure if it was just because she loved it when he did or for the fact she knew he would only let her orgasm after or at the same time him. I did everything I could to pleasure my mum, stroking and pinching her right nipple as I enveloped her other in my mouth, tongue flicking and circling as I sucked. Father always loved looking at my little. I felt angry with MD, disappointed, lost I didn't want to feel angry but she had left me out in the cold without even a txt. Standing me up had left me alone and feverish. Standing me up had meant I was left all dressed with no one to use me. Standing me up meant I had jerked a cock through a hole in the wall and it had cum all over me. Standing me up had made me a complete slut. I resented her so much for forcing me to do that alone. I didn't want to be a part of this anymore. I needed her, I. I startedwearing my mother's and sister's clothing whenever I was alone. I didn'texperiment with make up yet, but I never felt better than when I wasdressed. Away at college I experimented further. I was in the city one daywhen I found a salon/boutique that catered to crossdressers andtransgendered people. I built up the courage to go inside. The owner Velmawas behind the counter and asked is she could help me. As I stood therenervously in my boy clothes I found it hard to say what I was.