None of our crewmen was truly comfortable with the equipment and controls. We tried moving them around to see if that helped, but ended up moving them...back to their original duties. It was soon clear that we needed to be on board Corsica to truly find out what these men would be capable of, but for now Ensign Daniels and I were driving them to drill for hours.There were signs of improvement though. Blaine had embarrassed and angered the other two helmsmen trainees by successfully completing a. "The day I make you a sandwich, bitch, is the day I cut off my left boob." Not wanting to deal with his shit, Suzy took off her mic and took a bite of some pizza she had ordered earlier. It was cold now, but that didn't matter. The second she took a bite of it, however, she felt insanely bloated. Looking over to her right, she saw her tall mirror and her reflection looking back at her.She felt bloated, but she wasn't anymore than usual. Being half Korean and half white had its advantages and. Burned out. Suicidal. Depressed. That’s how cops die or slide into a bottle. That’swhere I was until one of those chance intersections oflives pulled me out; one of those pitches life throwsat you that you can decide to turn away from, or allowit to change you forever.A loss of that perspective, a loss of my ability toremember the magic in life and the accumulated weightof too many arrows and too much caring about them hadled me to that hotel room in Seattle. I hadn’t feltthis. "So, with our daily routines written down, we could easily blend in ineach other?s lives. This was important because we agreed that we shouldnot disturb the past too much. I would need to play her part in 1959,the closer I could. She could, of course, disturb the future withoutfear, but we agreed she should play my part in order not to raisesuspicion by other people about our activities.We finally decided it was time for the experiment. We did the nowfamiliar transfer and I found myself in her.