" I'm sure they can let her sit them late under the circumstances." You'd think so, anyway let's get ready for the reading of the wills. Do you have a...ything clean?" Yes, I've got an emergency suit in a carrier in the car, in case I have an unexpected meeting, the shirt may need ironing though, I'll go and get it." Kelly, Kelly, time to get ready, we've got to go and see that nice Mr Carruthers this morning"--"Ok, I'm coming."For the meeting Kelly and Lorraine were both dressed in long, dark. It was 1982, and I had turned x three months earlier. I had passed through that awkward phase of puberty and was an attractive kid; I played on the JV football team and was reasonably popular. It was Christmas Eve, and I had gone upstairs to my room after spending the evening singing carols with my family. As I changed into my flannel pajamas I noticed a note on my pillow, so I picked it up and read the words that would soon change my life: "Ted, I have a special gift for you. Come to my study. She smiled at me fora moment, and grabbed one of my hands in hers and gave it a soft squeeze."I'm still in awe that this is you, it's pretty amazing. You know Jen andAlicia told me how close you had come to... um... giving up, I'm so gladthat you didn't. I assume that when Jen started bringing you around waswhen you were finally starting to accept what had happened?" Yeah, it was shortly after I had gone past my breaking point. If ithadn't been for Jen being her normal pain in my ass." I. " I tried to lie but I didn't make a very good job of it. She then asked "Have I driven you away, by what I did to you in the bath? I thought we were having fun?" I didn't need to lie anymore "Of course not!" I exclaimed, "It was fun... and its been on my mind ever since." I almost said I'd been wanking a lot about it too.I heard her sigh and then say "Will you come over tonight and see me? I've had a drink or two and I can't drive. I've missed you so much, son." No sooner had she said those.