We did everything we could for her. I miss her so much already, but right now, I want to be with you. I want us to be totally together.’ Suddenly Be...erly’s hand slid over my chest in the dark, between the sheets. She wasn’t just sitting on the bed, she was in bed with me. I felt her sliding on top of me, and I suddenly realized she had no clothes on. My boxers shorts were no impediment to what popped up naturally. It had been a long time since Carla and I had shared a bed, and in the meantime,. The obstacle was finding someone willing to live with a single dad, most people found that a little unnerving due to the fact that there are so many creeps out there, and a single dad could take advantage.After about a week, only one good candidate had applied, Megan. Austin and his sister-in-law, Ruby, set the interview up. The next day, Megan came over while the kids were at a cousins home. Ruby and Austin were very pleased by the way Megan conducted herself, she would be a great role model. I took a deep breath and tried to pull myself together. I’d made a decision and I was going to stick to it.Tonight was the night I’d been dreading and anticipating with nervous energy I hadn’t felt in years. Tonight was the night of the Lush Ball. I was finally going to meet people I’d been talking to for years. Not just talking to, messing around with, masturbating with, fucking. And not just people. I was going to meet her and she was the reason I was putting myself through this.I wondered. Jimmy was fucking her face like he was paying for it. Larissa was one of those girls who gave really nasty head. She was rubbing Eddie's quite impressive dick all over her face and tits, and every couple of minutes she would pull her mouth off of it and spit on it, making these weird gargling sounds. Between watching that and listening to her moans, and occasional, “Fuck me! Fuck me! Fuck me!”I thought I was going to lose it and shoot my load into her. I didn't want to do that. Not yet,.