Maren came around to me, and I stood up to see what this was all about.“Murphy, if I get homesick being away from my parents, may I come sleep with ...ou and Meghan, some times, if it hurts really bad?” She looked up and me, with her big blue eyes, and I felt like I had a daughter. Then I looked at her body, and didn’t want her to be my daughter.“You can sleep the first night with us if you like. Meghan and I love each other unconditionally. If you won’t be embarrassed to wake up and see us. There are a couple of other subjects but that is my priority.” “Sounds like you are doing well then.” “Yes Nan, I am enjoying it. Sometimes I wish I had taken a Medical degree instead. I may have been able to help you more. I would have known a lot more about your particular condition. I would love to be able to help you, Nan.” My darling boy, just coming to visit is enough. You know that I love you. You will always be in my heart. Now and when I have passed.” “Don’t let's look too far into. Upswitch and I were thinking about your situationhere and we agree that the only way you're not going to be miserable,is if you can try to fit in with the girls at the school." I would love to fit in with them. I've been trying. But they arealways mean to me and ignore me or scowl at me." You've got to try a completely new tactic." What could that be?"Ms. Upswitch said, "We'll give you one hint and that's all we're goingto say for obvious reasons." Yes, just a nudge in the right direction is. I can see he is already starting to sweat. Just as I noticed it he pulls off his T shirt and says, “Hope you don’t mind, I don’t want to get my shirt dirty and sweaty.”Wow, I think as I noticed he smooth, strong, lean torso.“You must work out a lot.” I said.“Yes I do. I play football and just finished high school and got a college scholarship at Cal State.” He answered. “Wow, I figured you were at least 22 years old. Well congratulations. I’m an advisor for college students. But not at Cal.