Goodness woman. You are such a special person and I'm so glad that you have become part of my life. But you know it won't ever happen, not for real. I...love John far too much to risk what he and I have for any other person or pleasure.In some ways I feel as though I have used you. Our chats, our emails, your encouragement of my writing; all have helped me to deal with the reawakening of this side of me. I'm not ashamed of who I am, but at the same time I have always intended to remain right in. “Bobby, I want you to know that I wasn’t completely honest with you earlier. Debbie did not know I was coming over here to see you. Yesterday when I was with Andy, it wasn’t very good for me. It was like a slam bam thank you ma’am fuck. Andy got off, got up, and left me there in the tent next door. I could hear you and Debbie over here and it sounded like she was having a much better time. I couldn’t help myself and I soon caught myself peeking in through the gaping seems of your tent. You were. We all went to watch the tree lighting ceremony. You got into a snowball fight with a couple of boys and was sent to take a bath as soon as we came home. Later we watched the Christmas special on television. You all had been in bed for a couple of hours when I heard footsteps coming down the stairs.I was going to hide in the kitchen, Pam said. Squeezing her Lil said it was a good thing your dad didn't catch you. I had to hold you when we heard noises in the living room. Kissing her neck again. "Yes she is, she's extremely hot," Tommy said before I had a chance to stop him."Would you like to see more of your Mom?" Gina kept on going as her hands explored my ass.I gave her a sharp look. She smiled and looked down at my breasts licking her lips. I tried to free my arms but Elaine had them firmly pinned. I knew I could free myself if I really wanted by pulling really hard but that would look too much like a struggle, too much like a fight which I needed to avoid.Now, Elaine's hands.