She had forgotten just how wonderful a sensation it was to have a man push himself deeply inside her, filling her, seemingly consuming her and, yes, s...uffing her to overflowing. Amanda had hoped to sail home on one of the newer, steam powered ships, but cost constraints by the shipping lines meant that New York was currently their only destination. She had asked around in London and had been advised not to take a cabin on one of the returning cotton ships for they were slow, had inferior. ”Jane said, “I went by the animal shelter and looked at the dogs and cats.”“Find one you liked?” John asked.Jane said, “It was the weirdest thing. They were telling me that if I got a cat that it had to be licensed and was not allowed outdoors except on a leash.”John burst out laughing. “I’d love to see a cat on leash.”“They were serious,” Jane said.“A cat would hang himself before putting up with a leash,” John said.Jane said, “I think it is kind of cruel to keep a cat penned up inside a. " There's nothing to forgive!" Hawk spoke firmly. "Shane your reaction was exactly the one I expect from now on. Nobody is to relax the security standards where my family is concerned. This worked perfectly, and I want it to stay at his level of intensity."He was done giving orders and turned to me. "Did I hear you want to hitch a ride upstairs, little one?" He was smiling, everyone else forgotten for the moment."Yes, please..." The embarrassment was plain on my face. I felt like an idiot. He opens the door, smiles and says I'm even more beautiful in person. He takes my arm gently and pulls me into the room, closes the door and presses me up against it. Looking into my eyes he brushes the hair away from my face with one hand and kisses me so softly but passionately. Tasting him, smelling him and feeling him for the first time makes my body explode inside and all I can think about is how desperately I want him inside my body right fucking now! I try to calm myself a little so I.