This had troubled her somewhat earlier in their marriage. Later she had come to understand that she was not alone in this. There were many reasons for...coming to the church and faith was only one. The question of what quickly became the question of how and when. Sleeping around town was out of the question. She knew better than most how fast gossip spread in the town. She would have to examine her options anonymously in a large city. San Antonio and Houston were perfect, close enough yet not. It was a normal(adult sized) dummy but with a 3inch penis to suck on. I opened my mouth realising I had no choice. Sheslipped it in then tied a couple of ribbons around my head securing it inplace. "Well we cant have you losing your cock in the night!" sheexclaimed laughing. She lifted my legs up so I was lying on my back inthe crib.I suddenly thought this could be my chance to escape. Even if she pulledup the sides of the cot I could still climb over and get out. I wasn'tsure how I would get. .. was a lot easier than visualizing Dave, hulking over her moaning body as her legs spread wider, to accept... Dick realized he was sweating. It was hot, but it wasn't that hot."I see what you mean," he said."Assuming, of course, that the girls would really DO that," said Dave."Of course," said Dick. "I mean it might all be just a harmless fantasy for them... right?" He started walking again. "They might not actually want to DO anything at all." Right!" said Dave, walking beside his friend.. She had already related to me her decision to not enter a convent because she was filled with sensuous desires that simply had to be explored before barely budding into full womanhood.I had discovered her in the New York City Public Library and it was to me a turning point in my life which was already complicated by my many expeditions into the past.I wondered if my seeds of life had been literally changing history as I considered the fact of breaking all the rules of known time traveling.