I thought I was normal, if not a littleshy, so until my older brother – two years my senior – finally tookthe time to explain to me what `gay' was... I just never could understand whyhe hated me so much.By 8th grade I knew that Eddie was right. I had discovered masturbation, inpart because of the internet, and knew that it was boys and not girls thatI pictured in my barely-pubescent fantasies. We didn't shower at school. Wedidn't have to change our underwear either, though we were expected. She was scared of whathe stepfather might do. He had tried to bully her into signing over herhalf of the house a few times before. He was still a violent drunk.She went downstairs to make herself some breakfast wrapped in a silkkimono she had found in a drawer. She would miss being Michelle so much,but she couldn't stay after what she had said to Sam.On the table was a letter. She expected it was notice to terminate hertenancy. She opened it and read it.My dearest darling Michelle,Please accept. ’ Bottles of cleaning stuff flew out from inside the cabinet, along with dirty cleaning cloths and a really grimy pan and brush. Lisa’s bottom wriggled backwards, the dirty blue plastic bucket in her hands, and smiling up at Shivvy she said, ‘This will do nicely……it’s even got a lot of grunge in the bottom which should mix up well with the water.’ Biting her nails on her right hand and frowning Shivvy asked Lisa, ‘You sure you should do this? After all it might incense them.’ Sitting back on. " Yes, Colonel."Mayfield hadn't even asked how many of the balls Jeff wanted, but he realized that Mayfield would order enough, and then some."I need an assortment," the Prime said after thinking a moment. "Probably from three-eights of an inch to two inches. And I need something else set up on your range." As he went on to explain, the Lieutenant stood nodding, wondering what his Colonel had in mind.As Jeff walked into the living room, Diana jumped up and came over to him, reaching up to pull.