Until my diagnosis I never did or had any opportunity to do any crossdressing in female clothes. All my fantasies at that time were just happening dee... inside my mind where I was constantly thinking of myself as a girl. I was imagining what that would be like. I also felt very excited about it all and wanted desperately to be a girl.Then when my father became convinced I was TS, everything just got going according to agreed plans. I was asked about how I was feeling as the plan proceeded and. "Cherise is my middle name, but it's what everyone calls me. Now let's eat. I'm famished.," said Cherise, sliding in next to the attractive black.The waitress appeared and took their orders, Vivian still stunned at the revelation that the newest member of her committee was also the woman who had made sexual overtures toward her."The ... the mayor and commissioner think you'll make a great addition to the parks commission," said Vivian trying to avoid the broad smile on the face of the business. Cars cost dough, something he didn’t have, at least money he could put his hands on and flash around without calling attention to himself. He could just hear that Lieutenant now, if he went out and paid cash for a car. ‘Bugs sure must be paying you well to fix his cars. Where’d you get the money to buy that coupe out front? C’mon, come clean. We know you blew that safe downtown.’ Imagine a man who fixes cars not even owning one. Yet, that’s how it was back then. Not everyone owned a car. These. They’ve lived here for over three years, and never had a problem. This is a quiet neighborhood. We have no crime here. None.’ I hesitated for a moment, voicing a concern. ‘He works with Mexicans, importing stuff. You don’t think…’ I’d heard about those foreign gangs. Were they caught up in something illegal? Suddenly the injuries made sense. Their tongues cut out and fingers removed so they couldn’t identify their assailants. Couldn’t even write it down. It was an evil, vicious thing, a way of.