I didn’t have the strength so someone else must have come in the cell and did it while the power was out. I sang. I imagined being on top of the hil... singing in the sunshine for my twins, Grandma, Sam and Pa. A few days later they came and took me to another place. It was like prison but said the people there weren’t prisoners, just sick in the mind like me. It looked like the prison to me. Including the rooms that were cells just fancier. The doctors came to see me curled up on the bed. They. He hated his shyness in not telling her how he felt and declaring his love for her. He imagined her working with all those men in the Post Office and talking to all those customers and tossing her hair and giving someone else the look that she saved only for him. He imagined them staring at her beauty and lusting over her. He imagined them wanting to kiss her. The thoughts of her kissing someone else sickened him and it made him angry when he imagined her in the arms of another. Bound to meet. The nurse was checking my BP and my temperature and was very friendly. When she was checking my BP she put my arm under her arm pit and lay her breast right on my forearm. She even wiggled it around a little to get it comfy!"That raised the numbers a little," she exclaimed in a cheery voice.I was a little surprised and all I could think of was, "Well, duh!"She just laughed a bit and said, "The doctor will be in soon!" I was the last appointment of the day so I knew it would be a while because. The few people I met on the way were often bemused by my obviously enthusiastic greeting and even the field animals were met with jaunty calls.I know, I know; it sounds like it was a fucking fifties musical, but that was the effect of uncorking the stopper that had been tightened on me. And it was no less sweet for all its sugariness.The grassy slope of the south-facing side of the valley was clambered with little more than a slight rise in my heart-rate. My physical fitness was at the highest.