She had already got herself a flat, she’d been renting it for the last couple of weeks, above a little hardware shop not half a mile from the school...she worked at, the landlord Ray owned the shop and the flat,he was more than happy to let it to her and it was a reasonable rent too, one bed, kitchen, bath and living room, and even better she could park her car in the little yard at the back which was secure, he’d given her a key to the gates along with the ones for the flat, she could walk to. As a way of controlling Susan, her parents often dumped her on Cindy and me. I could tell their plan was twofold: keep Susan from getting herself into trouble and keep Cindy and me from progressing to the final stage of sexual union!But they became too jaded. By now, they took to leaving the girls alone some weekends while they partied or travelled on business. I wasn't permitted to stay overnight, especially when the parents were away, but that didn't stop me from trying!My parents didn't know. "What kind of girl has a five o'clock shadow halfway through the afternoon?"She fluttered closer, her eyebrows furrowed in concentration. A momentlater, she smiled and a light appeared over her head. Yes, it was a reallight. I coudn't tell if it was lightbulb shaped or not because it wasgone as quickly as it appeared. Her smile faded a bit as she reached outand lightly stroked my cheek. "I can see now you believe you're a man,but underneath there's a wish to be a girl."It felt like my heart had. I'm not sure how it works then. I love Willow, adore Willow and belong to Willow in every way possible, but I'd never call myself married to Willow. It's hard to explain, but a marriage doesn't seem to be enough for me. I need to be Willow's. Well, Willow and Erica's since they do share everything, including a brain sometimes.Oh, this is Violet writing. Louisa pretends she's too hoity-toity to write to other concubines. It's not really that, its more she doesn't know how she might relate to.