Yes a kid; that was the answer. If we had a kid, then this probably wouldn't have happened. It was the first time the lack of children had featured in...my thinking. We didn't have any and up to now, that had been okay, or at least, I thought it was.My thoughts tumbled and jumped from one place to another, no answers came that would make me feel any better, but in the depression I was forcing on myself, it was obviously my fault, my failing and really, why did she stay with me anyway?My mood. Slowly he dropped her bra straps and completely released her soft boobs. He knelt down and admired and played with them, her grip on me tightened. I removed her bra completely and said ‘can he suck on them,?’ ‘Yes, gently’ she replied. He needed no further invite and went to work kissing, sucking and nuzzling her breasts, he then pulled aside her knickers and looked at her now wet pussy. ‘You can look but not touch’ she said and suddenly moved and removed them completely, sat back down and. “Yes.” She answered in a hesitant voice. “Are you okay? What ... what did you do?”“Magic.” I said nonchalantly.She eyed me. I continued, “I don’t exactly know what it is or how to use it, what I know is that it was magic.” She nodded, still obviously scared. “Cat ... Qoura knows we’re alive.”In an instant the distance between us disappeared, her hands around me again. “How do you know?”“She saw what I did to those men; I’m sure of it. She knows I’m alive. If my death was worth a tsunami and a. What do I think he says well babe you know I havnt stopped checking you out and I think that you would look very very fuckable in that dress .I thanked him for the nice comment as his girlfriend came out of the change room looking smoking hot in the outfit she tried on .To my suprise she comes over to me and asked how she looked ,fucking hot baby I think she was shocked at my response .That's when the best night of my life begins ,she grabs my hand takes me into the change room to help me get.