Paula said, “I’m not really that hungry because of lunch. Maybe we can have a hotdog or hamburger and then I’d like to take you to a dance club ...or kids eighteen to twenty-one. There’s no liquor, but they usually have a good band.”I replied sheepishly, “That’s sounds good to me, but I have to warn you, I can’t dance fast—I was always looking for a girl to teach me, but never found her.”She squeezed my hand and said, “Well maybe I can teach you a little, and if not, we can just dance to the slow. My mind imagined her final moments on a horrifying endless loop. She was gone. Really gone. I still couldn’t believe it.At one point I slipped away from the common room and went to her room to be alone. It had been stripped of her things and looked sterile, but I could still smell her. Smell us. I sat on her bed and shut my eyes. The scent powered strong memories. I lost track of time as I mourned Sam.“Are you okay?” Simon asked from the doorway.“No.” I opened my eyes. “Not really.”“She really. Now he know all positions for fucking men, for masturbating cocks, all types of dicks, hanging balls and assholes. He looks like an elephant with a penis for nose. So he can fuck in two directions. The priests and monks have often played with him…He knows all about cocks and tails and teaches Silenos all details of caring and nourishing a healthy cock. For this reason the tail of Silenos has developed excellently and has kept his own will. So he is always amused and loves to squirt piss or. Do what? I asked. This, she kissed me on the lips deeply and holed there for about I minute. Until I realized the reality of it (my best friend kissing me) and pushed her off and asked. What are you doing? She slammed her head down on my chest and started crying a mountain of tear. Jess what’s wrong, I said and she keep crying so I asked again. What wrong? Robbie she said slowly I have all these weird feeling and I think I may be a lesbian. Jess, your not a lesbian. No Robbie you don’t.