" What would you say is another part of it?" You wanting love so bad and to have a man so bad to love you, that you wanted those things right now and ...ot later, which then you would just jump into a relationship right now, instead of waiting to make sure you had the right man to begin with."Joanne sat up next to me and put her arms around me, "I think you are so right, now that I think about it. I think too, that I was wanting what you and mom have so bad, is what made me do just what you said,. He is my best friend or more than a friend as we both haven’t much friends, we spend most of our time together in watching television or playing. I share everything with him. He too love me more than anything else. I often use to sleep in his house as my parents are always busy in there jobs. My sister study in college and she is a very modern and fashionable girl. Lets come to the main story.At that time i wasn’t aware of sex. The only thing i knew about sex is that it is a part of. I was a little surprised as Dee had never stayed out this late before. I noticed a text message and a missed call with voice-mail all from her. I read the text which came in at 1:56am it read "heyyy sexiy we came back to Monica's house and I'm fucking drunk!!!! I am gonnna get dropped off by tommy be home soon luv u"Now I should explain, Tommy is her bestie's younger brother. He's 19 years old and a total asshole. Then I noticed the missed call was received at 2:20am, I then played the voice. ”She started crying.“Kelly,” I said, taking her in my arms despite protests, “It’s ok. You didn’t realize you were touching a nerve. Just don’t prod too much into my past, and especially not my decisions.”“You don’t like me,” she said petulantly, like the kid she, in fact, was.“I like you fine, Kelly,” I told her, “I’m enjoying your company already, which is rare. In fact, how about we be friends?” I extended my hand. I wanted to help her. She really really needed help. And I thought I knew.