”I was lying. I had never sucked a straight guy before, but I hoped that it would convince him.“Really? Who?”“I can’t tell you who; I gave t...em my word that I wouldn’t tell anyone. I will give you my word as well.”There was silence for twenty seconds or so before he said:“Okay, you can try but I probably won’t be able to cum.”“Alright. Just let me pull over.”I pulled off the road and turned into a parking lot. It was almost two o’clock and it was completely empty. I drove right down to the back. So the next day I asked my mom about it. She kept silent for some time and asked me to leave the topic. I don’t want to force her about it. I left her alone and came out of kitchen. At night I asked her about it again. She said she will say tomorrow morning and said goodnight and left the room. I was thinking about the reason for the whole night.Next morning after my dad left on duty I asked her the reason. Then the words came out of her mouth. She said that my dad married another woman who is. But usually Mom got me back, then lost me again. That went on…. well, for several years before she lost me outright. The thing is, you get used to being rejected. And I bet either Brat has been rejected before, or has heard all about it from the other kids at the group home. It really sucks. You just ask yourself over and over ‘What’s wrong with me?’ And it takes someone like you and Ron, and time, to realize that nothing really is. Until you get over the fear of being sent back, you have a. As I stood there watching them both, I could see Denise talking to her boyfriend she didn't look happy. He then also turned around and also looked up at my window. I had been made SHIT... they stood there for a bit chatting and then they both headed off towards her boyfriends parked pale blue Vauxhall Astra Van up the street and completely out of my view. I started to kick myself! But not all hope was lost. I made a quick pace to my bathroom the small window in there had a view up the street. I.