We stayed right there in the master bedroom and made love over and over again with his wonderful cock always deep inside my pussy. I shall go on from ...here. I had wanted the Brown family to come over and witness my deflowering just like I had witnessed Lori and Jon's but they were on vacation in the islands and they were very sorry as we were when they could not be there. When they returned about two weeks later, we reenacted that night for them and all of us from both families spent a lot of. ." Tears began as she recalled theshared pain from years ago. "Yes, Michael. At times we did feel God wasangry with us and we didn't know *WHY*!" Raw pain flowed with the tearsthat fell freely down her cheeks.Michael quickly pulled her close. "Nicole -- *Daughter* -- He was*never* angry with you. I know it still hurts, but he had a path for youand Beth that needed you to understand that hurt; how many couples didyou two help over the years who dealt with the same thing? Remember, He*LOVES* you,. Then I realised there was one thing I could try. I'm sure Rachel wouldadvise against it. But I had to see if, just for one day, switching backto female would help things.I thought back to what a disaster it had been changing on Saturday. Wouldchanging on Thursday make it even worse? But with no one except Racheltalking to me at the moment, how could it be any worse?I pushed the small bead to the pink side, and went to bed.*****I woke up Thursday morning and, sure enough, I was female again, and. She was about to sign another contract to add a second bar to serve drinks, remodel the stage, build yet another wing to handle the overflow, more booths, chairs and tables. The capacity was eight hundred and she was getting over a thousand on weekends when Erin performed. Losing her certainly meant this place would be become a large glorified cavern. If this were located in Dallas or Houston or even Austin she might find more talent to recover. But not here in tiny Longview. Hers was the only.