Gemma held on to the table so tightly as the pain was cascading across her bottom. She could not stop herself stamping her foot but felt better for it...as she was conscious of the tears flowing down her face. She was sniffing and sobbing but was calmer when she heard, “You can get up, Gemma. Stand up and put your hands on your head and face me.”Gemma eased herself up and sniffing and sobbing turned to look at Katie as she obediently placed her hands on her head. She so wanted to rub her bottom. “Yes, I’m pleased, so far.”“You looked very nervous to start. Have you settled down?”“I was, there’s a few reasons. It’s the biggest I’ve done and the first in over a year. To be honest after the first few clicks of the button the butterflies flew.”“I’m glad you settled so quickly. I knew you were capable, but no one had seen or heard anything about you. I tried your husband, which is when I found out he is in prison and some of what happened came out.” He stopped, obviously hoping that I would. Neelam gidgida uthi“lalllllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…………….Bbbahhhhhhut …………thhhhhhhhhakkkkkkkk …………ggayyyyyyiiiiiAbbbbbbbbbbb…………….Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnahiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii”“are maami bas 2 min” kahte hue usne ling ko dahini taraf tedhi karte hue………..Fachak se dubara de maara. Neelam ko firse zabardast peeda hui……………aur rote hue chikh uthi“jaaaaaaaaan hiiiiiiiiii……………………lllleeeee…………….Lllllllllleeeeeee…………..Mmmmmmmmmmerriiiiii ,zzzinnnnndaaaaaaa nnnnnnahiiiiiiiiiiii…………..Chooooooooooodna. At this point, it paid the travel costs for my challenge, got me a higher speed internet connection, and left me some spending money on top of that.For whatever reason, BBW Dom and I had a surprisingly cordial e-mail relationship which had started with my sending her a note."You're welcome to stay and I appreciate your input, but I have to be honest with you. You're not going to be part of my challenge. I assume you know that. So why do you still post on the board?"Her response cracked me.