‘Yes I’ve been seeing Jennifer, been doing that for months. You’ve been angry, you’ve cut me out, you’ve been impossible to live with, you�...ve made it impossible for our kids to function normally. I had to do something, something to get my feet back under me. ‘I’ve got it together enough to either go through counseling with you, or divorce court. I want to do the first, but it’s your decision now. I’ve never been able to make you do anything, never been able to make you listen. ‘But here, in. She usually regretted seeing him off in the mornings, having to look forward to a lonely day at home, the only thing to keep her occupied being the hours spent cleaning the house, working in the garden and having dinner prepared for when he came home. Unfortunately they've had no c***dren, but Melissa had reconciled with the idea of not being a mother. It was obviously not what the Lord had planned for her.This morning however, she couldn't wait for him to leave. Melissa was usually not a woman. What was happening? I wanted so badly to help my little sister, she seemed so sad and tense. I love her SO much, I really do, but I worry she can get so emotional. All the talk about such intimate stuff got me sort of freaked out, and really concerned for her. I mean, it was totally shocking when she told me her friend Elizabeth had anal sex! I had never heard my sister talk about anything like that, and to see how panicky it made her really bothered me.And when she said that Elizabeth had a. "Just use the word yellow which he has told me is your safe word and red if you really cannot take anymore, just as you would with him and then I will either change my implement or stop according to his instructions, do you understand?" She again nodded, she knew that he had been well briefed by her Master. Before her eyes, she could see a table with all the spanking implements that her Master had taught her to be familiar with and although she hated most of them and was aware just how much.