You are truly my first great love, and I feel like its all ending, so be ready for some bad thing to take me away from you, but know I'll find a way b...ck, if the universe puts me in someone else."No matter what I have to do, where I have to go, or who I have to become, I'll come back to you if it's possible."We cuddled for a little while longer, and she went off to see how the babies were doing, leaving me alone to dwell on my problem.It wasn't long before Regina came in carrying our daughter.. Jean got back on the golden shower thing. I said " even if I did agree where the hell would we do it. It will be a mess."Jean said " we could get in the shower."I was still against it. She said " it won't be much different then having cum all over you and it is easier to clean off."I didn't know what to say to that so I shout up. The subject was dropped at that point.One day while laying out at the pool Jean very calmly asked me to go with her. I thought as we walked toward the house " why is. But there’s more. I know rainbows are curved arks of light split into twelve (or was it twenty?) distinct bands because of some supernatural force that now means as much to me as the word brown or green or iridescent blonde. The last time I saw a rainbow was on the surface, in some picture book. There might’ve still been a sky to see it when I was a toddler, but I don’t remember. Yeah, I know blonde because our neighbor’s daughter was blonde and she always got lots of attention. I think it was. Agle din mayra ka function chal rha tha toh mere mom dad mayra function mein chale gye the mein akela hi apne roome mein tha tabhi maine dekha ki meri cousin mere room mein aarhi h mein sone ka acting krne laga tabhi meri cousin gate lock krke mere bed pe aagyi aur chaddar mein ghuskr usne mere leg pe apna leg rakh diya aur sehlane lagi mera lund buri tarah se akad gya jab mein jagah nahi toh usne apna haath mere lund pe rakh diya.Mera lund aise hi erect hokar 7 inch ka hogya tha,Voh samjh gyi.