When Harriet mentioned the possibility of a pregnancy, Amanda Fallon smiled shyly, and admitted that she was past possibility in this regard, adding t... her apprehensions. This was a sore point for Harriet, with her worries about her prior miscarriage, but she covered her feelings and assuaged the younger woman’s fears, telling her that a prominent London practitioner would serve as ship’s surgeon. All in all, they parted with the prospect of a budding friendship.The Fallons accepted a dinner. . I’d feel you in me, and then get off and it would be okay.”He hugged her to his chest, and she got her crying under control. He kissed her forehead and cheeks, and she sought his lips. After a long warm kiss she spoke softly into his mouth.“You hurt me!” she whispered.“You hurt yourself,” he said back.“It wasn’t supposed to hurt,” she complained.“You went too fast,” he said. “It will always hurt if you just jamb it in you.”“Oh,” She kissed him again. “I’m going back to bed now.”“What about. .. he longed to be a girl. He had never felt totally comfortable with boyish things and boyish ways. One Sunday, he learned about the power of prayer in Sunday school. He had a childish view of it, of course; he thought of God as the ultimate wish-giver in the sky. So he went to bed that night, and prayed that he would wake up the next morning as a girl. Of course, it didn't happen. It didn't happen the next morning or the morning after that either. But somehow, it became a habit, and it. I forget what she said to her friend or how it was re-packaged for my ears, but after this first outing she did not hook up with me because she thought I was too much of a brain (or some such crap). I was not overly attracted to her. She did have a nice figure – thin and toned. Even though I had always been attracted to curvier women, I could recognize she had a tight, sculpted body. Her hair was not my favorite – kind of like a middle-aged mom, and since she would have been in her early 20’s.