" Dr. Blau." Just a minute."Mom shuts the door. Stares at the clock. Winks at me and then knocks onthe door, again."Mrs...." Doctor....." I am still...on the phone." I looked at the clock, you asked for a minute, I gave you three."Mom doesn't leave the doorway."I was on the phone with the Department of Social Services......" Apparently they put you on hold. I presume you were calling about theanti-social tendencies of the little hoodlums who attacked Dani,yesterday?" Look at how your son is. Fir maine uski net ki search history check kari. Main usko history dekh kar dang reh gayi. Kyuki usme bas maa bete ki chudai ki kahaniya thi. Main soch mein pad gayi, ki mera beta aisi gandi-gandi kahaniya kyu padta tha.Khair main fir so gayi. Maina socha, ki kal usse baat karungi. Fir next day jab wo duty pe gaya, to main din bhar wahi baat soch rahi thi. Raat mein wo wapas aaya, aur mujhe bola-Beta: Ammi aaj main aapke liye ek surprise gift laya hu. Socho kya hoga?Main: Pata nahi beta.Beta :. Again, I had a very fortunate life even though Inever would be able to bear my own children.I was snapped out of my reminiscing by a nurse's aide telling me that Icould visit Mattie in her room now. I entered. Although still logy,Mattie managed a weak smile. We exchanged introductions andpleasantries. She said that when she awoke, she was surprised to findout she was admitted when she didn't have insurance and they told herwhat I had done. She said she was grateful but wanted to know why. “You can’t imagine what it’s like, Alan,” he said, sliding closer. “A guy has needs, sometimes needs he can’t do anything about.” “I understand,” I answered. “I’m not gay,” he said. “I don’t like men. But seeing you in Susan’s clothes just reminds me of all of those feelings I had for her. Would you…could you…come sit in daddy’s lap? We can keep each other’s secrets.” I didn’t want to lose my wife…and suddenly I was very turned on. I slid across the couch and sat in Chuck’s lap. He.