"I think it's stuck," I said.Leanne softly added, "I think we're all stuck!" There was a quiet pauseafter she said this while butterflies bred in my ...tomach.Mark said quietly, "Look! We don't even know how to play this game, solet's just get up from the table before anything bad happens. We canthrow this thing in the trash before we get stuck some place we wouldrather not be."The rest of us just looked at him and nodded, afraid to say anything ormake any sudden moves. We had seen the movies. She also indicated by her own increased pace that I was not moving fast enough for her. I sped up and with that increase in speed naturally increased the force of my thrusts. Soon we were a high speed blur of action. I didn't have time to think as all I could do was let nature take its course. It was as if our lovemaking was a race to reach our individual climaxes in which the participants come to the final turn and see each other close, not knowing who will win. There can be no losers in such. He took a moment to remember the safety that once was the hotel room andhow he had freaked out earlier... then something came back which sent ashiver up his spin! He just recalled the moment he tried sitting!"FUCK!!" this time making a muffled noise. "I can't! How will I be ableto! How can this be happening!" All these were thoughts going through hishead on the realization he would be made to sit, impaling himself deeperon the thing in his bum. His body was already being overwhelmed againsthis. He questioned me very closely about how I felt now living and working as agirl, I just couldn't hold back my enthusiasm for my new life, telling himevery minute detail of my life, work, friends, slimming club and newlystarted gym sessions, he probed deeply into my inner psyche, probing mysexuality and my relationship with Dave and how I feel about not being acomplete woman.It was hard but I told him exactly how I felt, about our happiness fund,and how I had decided not to have anything done to.