I wanted to try to be desirable to him but he’s ashamed of me. I just can’t stand it. Can you imagine that? He’s ashamed of his wife for wanting...to be beautiful and I did it for him as much as for myself. I just wanted to be more desirable but he’s ashamed of me.’ ‘I’m sorry, Edie,’ I said. ‘The son-of-a-bitch is ashamed of me,’ she screamed, then collapsed into a sobbing bundle of flesh. ‘It’s after three,’ I said, ‘and you’re a basket case. We’re both too tired to cope with this tonight.. The road leading to the pine forest is at 12 o'clock, Northhelm's home, with his goat enclosure behind is at about 1-30. Wiferth's home and his forge is at 3 o'clock. Ine's home is at 4 o'clock. The single women's home is at 5 o'clock. Our latrines are at 7 o'clock and next to them at 8 o'clock are the washhouse and hot water drum; there is a slight drop in the ground behind all the buildings at this side of the village.Our new home is 9-30 and 10 o'clock. Finally the cabin is at 11-30, with a. .. b... b... but I’ll promise never to do it again,” she began to stammer as the realization of what was about to happen, finally sank in. “Oh Sally, you know you can’t keep that promise,” Stephan said in an almost caring voice, sounding like an understanding headmaster. “Girls like you can’t help yourself. You need to expose yourselves, to behave outrageously. You like the high too much. It turns you on knowing people are watching you, displaying yourself in all your depravity, and once. Soon I made this part of my routine. I found that sexually blackmailing women was more fun than breaking into their homes when they were away.None of the women I targeted ever reported their episodes with me. Yes, I said episodes. You see I almost always came back to rob them again, sometimes for over a period of a month. Naturally I would continue to rape and humiliate them on each visit. I took photos and videos that showed the women having orgasms with me.Their husbands never found out.