I looked through her dresses and found a yellow silky feel pullover dress that was a little longer than mini. It came down halfway between my crotch a...d knees. This was my starting point. I went back to her underwear drawers. As I looked through, I looked at myself in the mirror and seen Becky for the first time, she was the hidden girl in me I wanted to see. I was raised in the hippie days and my hair was long and blonde even though I was a boy, but I looked so like a girl. Looking through my. ”“G-Gwen, I-I can see some of what he’s saying, but not all of it.”“So you’re saying you can’t accept me then? I thought love was a take it all or nothing proposition? I accepted you that way.”“I-I see some of what you’re saying, b-but...”“I do love you Grant and I don’t mean to hurt you. Besides you do have a mean tongue. It really makes my pussy feel good and tingly. It makes up for your smaller prick.”“I-I guess I should thank you. I-I don’t know what else to say.”“Why don’t you just. "Tell someone to come out here and put a better one in."Ruby was scared. Jimmy's voice woke the baby and she started to cry. "Jimmy, you stop scaring Opal."Greta could not believe the change as Jimmy went from angry man to loving father. He scooped up the baby, growled back at the pups when they warned him with growls of their own. Then he began to make shushing noises.Both maids came running into the living room and stood between Jimmy and Ruby. "Don't you go hurtin' Miss Ruby," one told. .. you're driving me mad." I see."I then let go of his hand."Can you give me a couple of minutes to myself please," I said."Of course," he said nervously.I then got up from where I was siting and walked towards the shore of thelake, I stood by the shore and whilst throwing small stones into thewater I tried to reconcile what I had just heard. My best mate Kev hasjust told me he loved me, I was really confused.Was I gay? I did not think so but then could I tell Kev that I did nothave feelings.