Him, the shy super jock and me the blushing cockwhore. We were interrupted form our teen crush reverie by a blurt from Hope.　“ Marijuana makes me ...orny, “ Hope stated matter of factly and returned to her joint　She hadn’t said more then two words up until this point and this made all us all turn our heads. She was already unbuttoning her top as she took another toke. Faith broke the temporary spell and walked over quickly over to Hope and took her by the hand.　“ Hey Hope, why don’t we go discuss. I felt bad for Shirley, but it was too late. Maybe I should have stayed up there with her, foregoing dinner. Now, at the very least, she was going to be very embarrassed by my mother's seeing her like that.Dad looked over at me and smiled. "So, what have you been up to this afternoon, Kenny?" Jane and Grace started laughing and howling at my father's deadpan delivery of that line."Shirley and I were both so tired from golf, that we took a little nap." This time, all three of them were laughing. "Sam showed up with only his pants and boots on, "But for us ta' hear his optic blasts through this house, he would have ta' be firing full blast."Bishop nodded solemnly, "That is right, the school is under attack. Rictor has been targeted and the White Queen is missing." When everyone started screaming their panicked questions at the Blue Team Leader, he raised his hand and violently closed his fist, everyone present shut up. "We are moving to the fall back shelter via the mono-rail system,. But now I was awake, I was lying in what I had to presume was a hospital bed, my mind was racing, I suddenly realised ... I knew that I could think, some basic form of cognitive function, I was aware, me ... I was ME! (months later when I have started to transcribe my thoughts, I find it difficult to not be melodramatic, at times) At the time, I knew words, there were words that I knew, some had meaning, some were utterly outside of my present understanding. I had no context, no frame of.