’ I was silent. ‘You aren’t going to want me to go home with you now that you know the truth, are you? Are you able to pretend that we have no f...elings for each other? If so, please drive me back to my apartment.’ ‘Amber, I love you. Just because there is a ‘packaging error’ doesn’t change who you are. I still want to marry you, but want you to have the needed surgery first so that we can physically show our love for each other. Can you accept that?’ She all but crushed me with the hug and. Your friend had persuaded you that you were carrying the idea of not being an easy lay too far considering you had been dating for months, and in truth you were feeling horny. You had put on your sexiest bra and knickers, and even shaved “down there”, but you were getting really uncomfortable sitting alone in the bar waiting and as the minutes tick by you wonder if he is really worth it.A video call arrives on your phone – it's him, finally! But as he speaks, you have a sinking feeling in your. She bought a two roll pack of toilet paper instead of the less expensive four roll giant family size. The second bag she planned to fill with frozen dinners. So she bought her favorite half dozen.April really wanted a box of canned diet cokes, but there just wasn't room for them on the soon to be overloaded bike. She bought two of those, almost, cloth shopping bags. She managed to get he load of groceries in them and even had a little room left over.She walked out the store carrying the two. I followed his distant gaze and saw the lights of the cottages glimmering against black shadow of the hills in the rapidly descending darkness of night.I love it myself, I thought. It was all so real, so solid, so eternal. The cottages were built of the backbone of England and the rugged land fashioned the people with the same down-to-earth permanence. We watched night fall in silent companionship which he broke with his hand held up open to the sky, "I haven't seen stars like these since I was.